hard but true.
im totally in love with her, since forever!
Tomorrow is the big day, where everything is about to change, for real.
Im scared, but ill try to give the best of me…
This hard time makes me think of you… And makes me miss you like any other day since we broke up… Cause i know now that tomorrow ill be completely alone on my own, and you wouldnt be there to call me, to send me a text just to give me courage and strenght… And ill miss that so much…
But then i realized that it should be in this situation where you have to be by my side and not like in the past when you let me decide to be alone, you know it, you see it and u dont do anything. You let me pick you above everyone and you dont stop me… You let me be alone just with you… And i get lost.
Sure you were there always for me, but you should love me better and not let me give up on my friends, the ones i loved…
You just dont care u only care about u and my love for u… Not me. It was never about me.
My father broke my heart long before any boy had the chance to.
whenever i buy new clothes i take them home and im just like yo what the fuck did i wear before i had this